michaeldthomas: (YANA)
michaeldthomas ([personal profile] michaeldthomas) wrote2008-06-18 03:43 pm
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The Boy with the Thorn in His Side

Critiques do not hurt me. I do not suck. Constructive criticism makes me a better writer.

My reader got back to me with some good points about my sekrit fanzine essay. They were valid points, but I still freaked out in the back of my head; self-doubt played a rumba beat on my lobes.

The first time I was supposed to do a reading of my work in my initial writers' group, I left the room and had somebody else do it. I shook for hours. I got better during my creative writing classes, but I still experience a lot of anxiety when somebody catalogs the flaws of my work.

I blame an educational system that basically trained me to take scan-tron tests. Give me a number two pencil, and I can rule the world. :)